"You gave me back the smile that i once lost"
February 20th , London, Bootcamp
She was there, on stage for the very first time. She auditioned in front of the Jury and thousands of people. Her heart couldn't stop beating faster and faster. She was trying to hide her anxiety in all possible ways: smiling, trying to breathe easily, and looking normal. Inside, her body system wasn't reacting the same. The brunette was waiting. Waiting what? The opinion of the jury about her performance. She never felt so panicked like at this very moment. Her hands were trembling, she was cold, frozen. An armor was created, like she was trying to defense herself from the negative things she was about to hear.
The audience still applauding.
Simon: “Well, I'm noticing that people behind me already like you!”
The man turned around toward them, and mimicked to them to stop making the noise by putting his finger in front of his mouth, and he faced her.
Jade smiled at the ground.
Louis Walsh (member of the Jury) : “I think Jade... that you did incredible, really, but you are a bit too shy, for me, you know. If you could work on how to be more expressive, wild, it could make us feel you emotions when you sing and could be better! So for me it's a no, sorry.”
BOOM! The First opinion of the Jury wasn't good.
Nicole S. (the second member of the jury) : “ I agree with Louis. You are talented and you have a beautiful voice. But there are so many people who get what we want, so for me it's also a no.”
The 2nd one was even harsher. Tears started to appear in the young lady's eyes. Was her dream about to end up?
She was looking down, jamming her mike. *don't pass out.*
The curly haired was frowning, his arms crossed on his chest .
Harry: “have you really paid attention about what you've just said? So, you're looking for someone who's got a wild temper and who knows how to well boogie-woogie on stage? Hahaha, am I deaf or what? Am I the only one who found this performance so emotional, so alive?”
Harry was turning his head from right to left to face each member of the jury.
Jade raised her head by hearing what the singer was telling. Everyone could notice her bright eyes and her soaked cheeks.
Harry:“okay, she's maybe shy but she can fix this. We can't judge someone who's got talent just because she or he's shy? She deserves to be on X factor. I remember when I auditioned; I was a bit shy too. There's nothing wrong with that. So for me it's a Yes.”
The brunette couldn't believe what harry just said. Harry Styles. The one from One direction Hello???
She smiled at him. He smiled at her.
The 3rd member agreed with the youngest and said yes also.
Jade's got 2 No and 2 yes. One vote left. This vote that could decide for the girl's future. Simon's one. The one that jade feared the most.
Simon stayed quiet. He was looking down to some papers in front of him, there were probably a massive list of people who were taken to audition. He was probably looking to Jade's name on it. He was probably thinking about all his mates' opinions.
Simon: “The vote is very balanced. I'm torn between louis' and Nicole's opinion with Harry's and Gary's one. The fact that you're shy is a bit constrained. An artist should be able to go beyond this shyness. But like Mr. Styles said, who surprised me by the way...”
*the audience laughed*
“Hey ! That's not nice!” Harry laughed.
“We can't judge you by our first impressions... My mind is telling me to say no... but my heart keeps telling me to let you do X-factor and then you can prove to us that you can remove this shyness. So I think I'm going to listen to my heart for once and say... yes”
The brunette Jumped and said some inaudible words but it looked like an “oh my god”. She thanked Simon and the other members, tears falling down and went backstage after hailing the audience.
A blonde girl jumped at her screaming as loud as possible.
Navy:“baaaaaaaabe you did it! I'm so proud of you! You were amazing! Phuck them haters, they don't know that your shyness is what makes you incredible!”
“They were just giving their opinion. Wait? Did you see me?”
“Yep on TV! I couldn't miss it!”
They smiled, hugged. Jade was feeling in safe right now. This safety she was missing when she was on stage.
They were spending their time with other mates who were previously accepted by the jury. Jade was sharing with some girls her feelings she had when she was performing. They were all talking to how nervous they were before, during, and after.
Jade: “I was more than panicked! I was afraid to lose control and cry in front of all the people! I couldn't imagine that thousands of eyes were staring at me, singing.”
“But they were, and they were very impressed!” said a male voice.
Jade saw everyone who were looking to the person who just talked behind her, their mouth opened, shocked to see a superstar coming to talk to them.
The brunette turned around and saw a brown curly haired man standing near her, the smile drawn on his face.
Jade: “Oh hey! Thanks again for having defended me earlier.” She looked down, blushing.
Harry: “Nothing. I just said what I've thought that's all !!” he said.
Jade: “But you're not supposed to be judging right now?”
Harry: “We just finished the auditions of the day actually. Why you're not happy to see me here? Okay I'm going...”
Jade: “No!!! it's not that! Um I'm just not used to hang out with celebrities, so...”
“Haha, yeah well I was invited just for today, Simon kind of obliged me to come. But I made the good choice for coming” he gave her a wink.
“You don't read magazines?”
“Um, no I'm not in it”
“ I made some mistakes that I regret now...”
“Harry let's go now!” Someone interrupted Jade and Harry's conversation.
Harry hurried and took the Brunette's hands in his.
“Oh it's my body guard Paul. I have to go. We're going on Tour in few days. It was nice to meet you beautiful.” He finished and smiled at her before leaving her.
She saw him going away. She smiled too and whispered a “it was nice to meet you too.”
Then she realized that she was holding a piece of paper which was probably coming from Harry who gave it to her when he was holding her hand.
“ I'm sorry we couldn't talk any longer. Me and the lads are going on tour for 3 months. We're coming back in London in June for a week. And We're coming for the final of X-factor. I hope that you're going as far as possible on this adventure. No I'm not hoping, I'm sure. There's my twitter: @Harry_styles , please follow me? :3 xx H.S”
Her smile was drawn for the rest of the night. Navy came at her, smiling as well.
Navy: “ Wow you completely turned his mind...”
Jade:“Navy don't tell bullshit!”
“What? He winked at you and gave his number! It means everything! Aaaa Jade, The curly haired likes you!”
“Stop it! Haha, come on let's go home. The TV show is starting in 5 days. Let's enjoy my last days as a student.”
The two girls left The bootcamp studio and went on their way to home. Whereas Navy was driving, Jade took a quick look into her iphone to surf on the web. She went to twitter and obviously clicked on harry's profil. She saw a tweet that immediately made her smile, again.
Harry styles @harry_styles 8Mins
Massive thank you to all who participate to my bootcamp. And a Massive thank you to a special person who made my day :D . xx
30336 RETWEETS | 25036 FAVORITES
The young lady read some comments of fans like :
“Who is that special person?”-“OMG who is it????”-“I hope this person is Louis.... #Larryshiper”
And negative ones:
“ A BLONDE GIRL AGAIN !”-“Oh no, Harry not again! Calm yourself man!”
Jade was a bit confused about these comments. She didn't know why they were acting like that.
She didn't searched more and turned off her phone, and looked at the starry sky, thinking about what just realised.
*You did it Jade.*
hiiiiiii everyone ! there is my chapter 3 of Famous heartbreaker !!!!
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